So I'd been wanting to do something more for the story I started back in May, just before IML, but hadn't been in the right headspace to pick up where I left off. Apparently locking my cock up for a few days did the trick, so here's Day 2.
This part of the story has the same disclaimer as the previous one: my writing this is not a free pass for anyone to engage in this sort of behavior. If it has not specifically been discussed with you - no, allusions or hints do NOT count - then you should never engage in a force-oriented scene like this with anyone.
Control is Best When Stolen (Day 2)
I somehow managed to sleep rather
soundly, in spite of the chastity tugging on my balls pretty roughly as I got
hard in my sleep. Apparently soundly
enough that Sir was able to position himself over me and have a dental gag
poised in front of my mouth. Not that stealth was really an issue given the
sleepsack had me effectively helpless, but the first thing I felt as I was
abruptly awoken was the gag being forced into my mouth and its leather straps
being fastened under my head as He roughly picked it up from the mattress. He
forced the bars a good inch and a half apart, and shot me a devilish grin as He
straddled my chest. He knew I was very inexperienced with oral but at this
moment it was clear He’d intended to do some training. The distress in my eyes
was enough to get Him hard without even having to touch Himself (He was naked,
and looking as amazing as ever), and once He was fully hard He started towards
my mouth.
I gagged as His cock was down my
throat, and instinctively turned my head to the side. Immediately I let out
another guttural howl. Fuck … didn’t even see him holding the remote to the
collar on my junk. And how the hell can He be that attentive, anyway?
“You can do better than that,
boy.”
The funny thing was, I wanted to.
As stubborn as I’d been in similar circumstances with oral, I tried my
damnedest to please Him. Within another minute or so my eyes were tearing up
from the strain of trying not to gag, but He persisted. About then He started
moaning and, much to my surprise, my cock swelled in its cage in spite of the
gagging that was ravaging my senses. Just as the moans began to turn into a
more primal, almost-growl He stopped suddenly.
He leaned over to the floor and grabbed a hood, putting it on me easier
than most people could put on a tube sock once he'd taken off the dental gag. This hood had some sort of gag built
in, and as it filled my mouth my cock tested the acrylic again.
As I tried to adjust my ears to
the now dulled sound of the room around me, the pressure from Sir on my chest
left and I heard the muffled jangle of keys. I felt a key slide into the lock
on my chastity, the pop as it was unlocked, and even the metal-on-plastic
sliding as He pulled the lock out of its pin. I was amazed I could feel it that
distinctly after being hooded for only a moment. I was still straining against
the cock cage and as He slid it off, even the feeling of the acrylic sliding
against my cock was ecstasy.
“You’re getting off now, boy.”
I tried to protest through the hood; I’d been in chastity over a
month without relief and hadn’t expected the orgasm to come this early in our
interaction. Another blinding scream, the pain delivered without comment. I
started to go soft but when Sir straddled my chest again and I was pinned down,
unable to so much as wiggle my chest, I got hard again. Sir didn’t waste any
time stroking slowly and went straight for the kill, so to speak. I let Him
know I was about to cum (this being less than a minute later mind you, thanks
to the built-up spunk) through a series of muffled noises and just as my cock
surged in anticipation of the cum about to flow through its pipes He let go of
my cock and smacked the SHIT out of my balls. I tried to sit up to get Him off
my chest so I could move to protect myself, but as soon as I tried I also found
a foot planted firmly just above my knees to keep them immobile as well. A step
ahead of me … no surprise there. I screamed and pleaded as the last drops of
cum spat from my cock, but He wasn’t done. As I got too loud, the shock from
the collar joined the relentless beating of my balls and my shouting and
pleading turned into an exasperated whimper that was closer to sobbing. He
finally stopped, and all the tension from my body drained despite my balls
still throbbing intensely.
“Oh, we’re not done yet”
He was taunting me ... I’d had enough. The stress from
the last minute had been great enough that my body felt completely wrecked. On
top of that, every ounce of horniness had been completely drained and I felt
well … almost gross. The leather wasn’t sensual any more, nor was the
restriction of the sleepsack, and even the hood’s sensory restrictions didn’t
amount to much. Sir started jerking me some more and I instinctively struggled
as my overly sensitive cock was assaulted. He didn’t keep this up for more than
a minute or two, but by the time he stopped my cock had returned to being fully
flaccid. I didn’t think anything of it until I felt the cockring of the
chastity piece at the base of my cock and balls. I let out a pointless whimper
and soon found my cock fully restrained again.
Suddenly Sir was pulling me down
the bed a bit, and then rolling me over onto my stomach. It wasn’t as
comfortable so I struggled a little to find a comfortable resting place but
otherwise went with it. Until, that is, He unzipped the ass of the sleepsack.
“Sir, I can’t!” I have no idea
how garbled it must have been from outside the hood given the gag attachment,
but I imagine it was about as intelligible as the howl that followed as Sir
triggered the training collar. “Sir, I’m too worn .. AAAARRRRRGGGGGGGGGG …
REALLY I CAN ARRRRRRRRGGGGGGG”
He grabbed my legs and pulled
them over the side of the bed so my ass was sticking out, exposed over the edge
of the bed. I was panting pretty heavily by this point - another press or two
of that damned button from being in tears - and I could feel my face flush with
anger under the hood. But, like the day prior, He grabbed a rubber and lubed up
my hole. I was a bit looser than I’d anticipated, but the chastity still made it
a bit more difficult to take. I honestly couldn’t say how long He was fucking
me because, being as exhausted as I was, time was more than a little …
wibbly-wobly. By this point there was no surprising enjoyment of it, just Sir
using my hole as He saw fit without regard for my notable suffering.
Sir came and collapsed on me for
a moment, still inside, panting just as heavily as I was, and then pulled out
and walked into the bathroom to clean up. I was left there, unable to move
without risking slipping off the bed. When He returned He slowly unzipped the
sleepsack, letting my arms out one at a time but keeping my legs confined. He
allowed me a moment to stretch out my arms, but then I suddenly found them
seized one at a time to lock the fist mitts on me once again. After freeing my
legs He then locked some heavy irons on my wrists and ankles, joining them with
chain, and attached a leash to the D-ring that was on the neck of the hood.
He left my body naked except for the
chastity and we left the room in another dizzying experience. He lead me down a
flight of stairs or two and we wound up in another of His damned friends’
rooms. This one happened to have a steel cage the guy had brought for the
weekend, and I quickly found myself in it with my neck secured in a hole in one
of the sides. They also reattached the chain on the wrist irons to the front of
the cage so I couldn’t move my arms back. I overheard Sir explaining the remote
to the shock collar and I broke into a cold sweat realizing I’d have to be just
as obedient with these strangers. Sir left and I heard a menacing laugh from
one of the men about something they’d been discussing out of earshot.
I had no clue which, but one of
them used the remote to shock me. I tensed up in the cage even after howling,
and another shock followed. By this point I was gritting my teeth into the
hood’s gag and growling angrily out if instinct, and found a boot in front of
my face. He pulled out the gag despite my clenched teeth and I reluctantly
began to lick the boots with what I hoped was adequate vigor. One of the other
guys reached into the cage and tied some rope around my balls, attaching a
fairly taut bungee cord to them and
pulling me back as far as I could go in the cage while I kept licking. Once my
balls were secured, he grabbed some sort of paddle with foam padding and
started smacking my nuts with it. I begam to struggle but knew that another
shock from the collar would be worse, so I kept licking the boots in my face.
This went on for God knows how
long and I got a few breaks from the ball abuse here or there, when
unexpectedly they began lubing my ass.
“Your Sir wants your hole ready
when He returns.”
The dildo they used was a bit
bigger than I was used to, but given that it was a break from having my balls
beat it was still pretty enjoyable and got me moaning. Eventually they grabbed
some more rope and secured the dildo in place, fully planted in my ass, and
went back to beating my nuts while I serviced yet another pair of boots.
Another guy joined in and started using a riding crop on my ass and thighs; it was
a chorus of slaps. I was sweating
bullets by this point, and began to neglect the boots a little bit as I tried
to keep it together. Someone noticed, I was shocked brutally, and I began
licking “eagerly” again.
Eventually Sir returned and, even
though I was still having to lick a stranger’s boots and being abused well
beyond comfort, just knowing He was back was enough for me my cock to swell.
They began undoing the irons and freed my balls, my neck still through the hole
in the side of the cage. They left me there for a few moments to anticipate
what else was coming. Once they came back, my head was taken out of the neck
hole and then I was yanked out of the cage. Even with mitts on one of them
pinned my arms behind my back, and another worked the hood’s gag back in. They
roughly pushed me onto the bed which scared the shit out of me since I couldn’t
see. Someone grabbed my arms and pinned them above my head, kneeling on them to
keep them pinned. Sir came to the bed and grabbed my legs, pulling them over my
head. The guy kneeling on my arms seized my ankles and Sir undid the rope that
was holding the dildo in my ass. He slid it out slowly and replaced it with His
cock with no more than a few seconds of a break. The constant abuse the guys
had been dishing out kept me from getting horny again after Sir made me get off
earlier in the day, but being so glad that Sir was back I found the horniness
returning. Just as I thought it was going to be enjoyable, Sir started fucking
harder. It started to be too much and I started to struggle, but the guy who
had me pinned wasn’t letting me go anywhere. I started to whimper as Sir picked
up the pace more. After a few more minutes of this, He stopped abruptly, enough
so to catch me off guard. I could almost feel Him smirking even though I
couldn’t see it; He didn’t even want to get off, just wanted to claim my hole
to remind me it belonged to Him. The message sure as fuck sank in, and I really
WAS was certain He was wearing that dangerous, sadistic grin. He slapped my
face a few times endearingly and then went to work beating balls just to remind
me how effortlessly I had been pinned.
Once Sir was done working over my
balls, He dragged me back to His room, still naked, through the stairwell. At
this point He bent me over the bed and plugged me as I silently took it to
avoid more punishment. After some groping and massaging He put the leather
shorts back on over the plug and chastity and added some kneepads (which I was
immensely grateful for later) for good measure. He also switched me into a
heavier hood with no mouth hole, and did so quickly enough that my eyes
couldn’t adapt to the light before they were forced into darkness again. To top
it off He clamped a pair of forceps down on my nipples. Their bite was surprisingly
light, but when I felt some string being threaded between them it began to
occur why. He added some handcuffs over the fist mitts and, without a word,
pulled on the nipple forceps and began to lead me out the door.
The trip downstairs was several
times worse than the previous day – in part because of the hood which
restricted my hearing more, but mostly because instead of a tug at my neck
there was an explosion of pain in my nipples any time I lagged behind even half
a step. It was different than the night
before; it wasn’t Sir flexing his control over me. Instead it was more like He
was boasting that I’d been completely and utterly broken and defeated by His
will. He wasn’t giving me instructions and just expected me to figure out what
He wanted, which made the evening outrageously stressful . I actually lost count of how many times He
shocked me, because a number of times there were multiple jolts in rapid
succession and my senses were too overwhelmed to think. When I collapsed to the
floor twice at different points where the shocking was successive, Sir was kind
enough to allow me a few seconds to regain my breath before encouraging me back
up with the nipple forceps. Eventually I got the routine; I’d follow Sir as
closely as I could while blind, and any time Sir stopped for more than 5
seconds (literally, I eventually counted) I was to be on my knees with my head
down. I also made the mistake of nuzzling His leg because I felt lonely during
a particularly long conversation … that was another series of shocks which
landed me on the floor in a whimpering, panting heap. As the night winded down
Sir ended up having a cigar in the smoking lounge, where I got a nice break
serving as a footrest for He and a friend. At one point I stupidly tried to
readjust for comfort, only to howl in pain as Sir shocked me again – the
discomfort from my position was FAR less than the pain from the shock collar,
so I didn’t make the same mistake again.
Eventually Sir was done
socializing, so we headed back up to His room. He left me standing by the door
and I heard something being drug around the room, followed by keys jangling.
Seconds later, the handcuffs came off the fist mitts, the hood followed suit,
and my nipples were given a break despite how excruciating the removal of the
forceps was. Once my eyes adapted I saw
a rectangular box about 2’ x 6’, maybe a little wider, with two ErosTek electro
boxes I recognized sitting inside. My head whipped around to Sir in a panic,
realizing what this meant.
“Yes, boy, I remembered.”
We’d had a discussion one day
when I was particularly horny, and I was now going to regret it. His plan was
to pin me down in the box using a series of slats that would function like
internal stocks. The goal was to set one of the boxes to ramp up continually,
getting more and more intense as time progressed. This way with every new pulse
from the device there was a chance it would be stronger and catch me off guard.
The second box had a built-in microphone so He could set it to audio, and any
time I made a noise it would shock me. It was meant to be a way to store me
when Sir needed time to relax, so He could still torment me without having to
actually administer it.
Sir removed the chastity shorts
and replaced the plug with a sizeable electric one, and I whimpered in
disappointment that it wasn’t His cock. I had a hunch that after such a trying
day he might let me off a little easy, so I got in the box without any protest
when ordered to. I was pinned down with the slats; one at my neck, one at my
chest just under my nipples, one just above my waist and pinning my arms, one
just above my knees, and finally one at my ankles – I wasn’t going ANYWHERE. He
removed the shock collar from my behind the chastity piece’s cockring,
replacing it with two rubber-feeling straps that apparently conducted
electricity. To top it off he placed another two of the straps, one around each
testicle. At this point I got a little nervous, because that configuration had
been too much for me in the past. Sir hooked them up to the boxes He wanted
them attached to – ass and cock on rampup, balls on audio – and sat on the bed
staring down at me.
“They’re both going to 80, boy.”
Fuck … my hunch could NOT have
been more wrong. My eyes widened and felt like they’d jump out of my head.
“Please, Sir, I’ve never been above 50 on the one box!”
“And you know they can both go
higher than 80. Shut up or they will.”
He set the boxes but kept them
inactive for another moment, and proceeded to gag me. This one was more like a
mouth guard, with a row for teeth on the top and bottom of the gag. I gave Him another
pleading look – in vain, of course – and He activated the box that was set to
ramp up. I grimaced and grunted a little, not quite reaching the howl level
that the shock collar had elicited.
“I’ve worked a timer into this;
you have two hours, boy. Wake me up and they’re both getting turned up by 5 and
I’m restarting the timer.”
He didn’t wait for confirmation
or acknowledgement, only activated the audio box. Just to give me a preview of
what I was in for, he knocked once on the box with the mic. I howled louder
than I had when the shock collar was on, and triggered the box again. I began
to panic and tried to get out, instinctively thrashing my head back and forth as
much as I could with my neck pinned down. Even as I was panicking I tried to
call out to Sir to end it, but just triggered the box again and again and
renewed my panic. I must have triggered it half a dozen times before I finally
calmed down. I could see Sir’s cock bulging as He weighed in my predicament.
Even though I knew it was pleasing Him I couldn’t help but beg with my eyes. He
leaned down, stared into my eyes, and planted a kiss on the gag over my mouth. As
He backed up that outrageously sexy, disturbing, sadistic grin returned to His
face. He reminded me:
“And the other one still has to
get 30% higher, boy.”
By the time He was done talking
my eyes had welled up with tears from squinting so hard, and I’d almost drowned
him out howling in response to the audio being triggered. Sir slipped into bed
and turned the light on the nightstand off, and I was left with nothing but two
glowing lights showing the intensity of the shock running through my cock, balls,
and ass. I then watched in horror as it climbed from 70% to 71%, realizing I
literally couldn’t fathom how much worse this was going to get.
Please say part 3 is coming soon!
ReplyDeleteHonestly, I love your blog! I've been very curious about BDSM for quite some time but have never had the courage to try it. The truth is, I have a hard time trusting anyone to tie me up. How did you get past that?
In part, trust just came naturally for me; I'd been tying myself up since I was a kid, so having someone else at the reigns wasn't quite as daunting. I DO think tying yourself up can help more importantly because it teaches you to untie yourself. It also teaches you that bondage isn't magic; simply tying someone up doesn't make them completely hopeless.
ReplyDeleteThe best safeguard I can give is getting involved in your local kink community. Most cities have some sort of bondage club, however small it may be, but the leather, rubber, and general gear communities tend to have lots of guys into bondage. Basically, there aren't many crazies out there and being in a community means having a fairly comprehensive list of what few crazies there are.
All in all, you still just have to do it. Set limitations (only your hands can be tied, only edging while tied, etc) and find a guy who will operate within them. Check out my "Negotiating a Scene" post in the links down the right of my page for some pointers on how to steer a discussion to verify the guy you're talking to is responsible.
Best of luck, and do be sure to share when it happens. O;-)
Awesome advice, thanks a bunch.
ReplyDeleteWow! Just, WOW! I've never given myself over to someone that thoroughly, though there are a couple of folks I've been tempted to with.
ReplyDeleteDick,
ReplyDeleteI loved reading about your experience. There is nothing as satisfying as getting oneself in a position where the top, a really good top, seemingly ignores your will and limits while getting off on your torment.
I'd never suggest it but I've "played" with a few real sadists who pushed me far beyond my limits. One of them tried to teach me not to cum during tit torture sessions by using an old field generator to shock my balls. It worked at first but then I started cumming when he shocked me. I love this stuff!
Unfortunately, it's a work of fiction, so it has yet to be my experience. I'll keep dreaming though!
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